Thank you

Thanks to everyone for the well wishes and congrats. I had to cancel my OB appointment this morning. Looks like my insurance through DH's job isn't completely active until the first of January.
Anyways, I realize that my problems seem minuscule compared to a lot of women that are TTC and I do not mean to come off as "Oh woe is me." I do feel very lucky, and I do understand how hard it could be and that I have it very easy compared to a lot of others.
So I know I shouldn't have and a lot of you girls advised against me touching anymore tests...but I couldn't help myself.....Here is one from this morning. It looks darker in person. At least to me.