Sad love songs

Do you ever listen to sad love songs and think "I wish that was all I had to deal with." ? I feel like that right now. I am going to keep the rest of my post pretty general and vague for personal reasons, but here it goes.
Lately I've been dealing with my past, and the past was pretty hurtful and changed my life dramatically . It seems that only a little longer until I can finally close this part of my life. In my the mean time another situation from the past came out of nowhere and punched me in the stomach and knocked the air right out of me. I don't know how I am supposed to pick myself up right now without falling right back down. So I might be absent from my blog unless I feel better for a brief moment, or if I feel like writing makes me feel better. The only thing that is keeping me outta my bed all day is my little girl and husband.

Larissa